Starting on Monday

Can you guess where?

Anyway, I changed the setting of my blog, now everyone can view it. I hope people don't go snooping around. :)

Here's the catch: Plan, Future, Today!!! Thumbs up! A complete package deal! :))

So here's the deal, my friend from grade school (grade 1) met this guy whom I've been telling him for the past few months already. At first, I didn't really tell my friend, Jolo, that the guy we met is the guy in my stories. When he realized that the guy in front of us and the guy I've been talking about is the same person, he was furious (in a good way). He was like, "You mean to tell me he is (insert name here)?" I can't help but laugh and give him a really huge grin. But before he realized that this guy was "THE GUY", Jolo found him really interesting and he even said that he's a nice person. So when Jolo found out that the guy's the one I've been talking about, he said he can't believe it.

So yes, he found out. He wasn't mad or anything, but Jolo kept on teasing me. He said that "THE GUY" is really nice and he wouldn't mind if he became my boyfriend. He said that the guy's a complete package, he is a great guy, he is nice and he is rich. hahahahaha I'm not a social climber or anything, but they keep on reminding me that him being rich is a big deal.

All of my friends are telling me that he likes me and that they would be really happy if we got together. Even my Aunt and my cousins think that he is my boyfriend already. I seriously don't get it. They keep on insisting that he likes me, but in reality, I can feel that he doesn't. He's just a really good friend. Oh well. hahahahaha and he's just naturally nice to everyone.

Panic Mode

PANIC MODE!!!
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Firsts

Riding in a car with a guy alone is new to me. You're the first guy friend, not related to me, I rode a car with ALONE. And yes, that's a big deal to me. It's something new and it is something that makes me a bit uncomfortable, but because I've been in the car with you a lot of times already, I'm getting much more comfortable with you. :) Hindi naman sa di pa ko nakakasakay ng kotse or anything, pero kasi ikaw pa lang yung guy na nakasama ko sa kotse na tayong dalawa lang. hahaha Kasi naman, parang wala yata akong guy friend na nagddrive. You're the first, I guess. :)

Ikaw rin yung unang guy na nakita ko yung bahay. Yung tipong, nakatira lang mag-isa. Super independent mo ne? Makalunus ing bale mu, nang karnat. Buri kong linasan ing sala. Buri kong ayusan ing gamit mu. Very obvious na lalaki ing magstay keta. Ali kaya mimwa ing ima mu nung ikit na ing bale mu? hahaha Kung ali ko lang marine, lininis ku ne ing sala mu! Makalunus ing bale mu. haha Unang guy na napuntahan ko ang bahay, yung di nakatira sa parents. Hmmm...

* My first try in constructing a Kapampangan sentence. YES!!! I know I still have lots of firsts with you. Hahaha I just forgot. Probably I have other firsts with you, JK! Oh well, I guess that's something to look forward to. :D Dana! Nang kalantung! :)) Bakit makanini? Pamusitan da ku pa mo. Mamurit ko na yata! hahaha

2011, please let me this happy. :D

Dear Boy,

Thank you for being so understanding and for being really nice. :) Awww!!! Sana pag nagkaroon ako ng boyfriend, kagaya niya ikaw. :D Sa'yo ko na tuloy binase ang standards ko. OMG! I'm not in love with you!!! </3

I can just look up and know that the stars are holding you tonight

A line from FM Static's song Tonight. I'm feeling a little emo today so I'm listening to this song. That's my favorite line in that song. It's full of meaning. Just that line speaks of a lot of things.

Stalking is bad! Thou shall stop stalking, or shit will happen. Ugh! I can't get over what happened to her. I seriously, seriously feel bad for her and her family. Gosh! My prayers go to her. :|



Listening to: Tonight - FM Static

Word Vomit

Everyone's been telling me that this guy likes me. In all honesty, I know and I can feel that he doesn't like me. If my cousin reads this, I'm pretty sure that she would tell me that I'm just convincing myself. This guy's just naturally nice to people. When we're together, I see him talking to almost everyone and he's like helping almost everyone. I don't want to give meaning to how he treats me. I'm so tired of assuming things and I always end up being disappointed. I don't wanna be disappointed. I don't want to think of it. As amazing as how things are going right now, I can feel that it wouldn't be going anywhere. This is just too good to be true. We're friends and we'll remain that way.

Should this be my life philosophy?

Everything happens for a reason. People change so you learn to let go. Things go wrong so you appreciate when things are right. You hear lies to learn to trust yourself. And good things fall apart so that better things can fall into place.

—(via poeticheartache)

I just realized something

Bakit ganun? Kahapon sinabi ko sa'yo, "Narealize ko na hindi na lang ako bibili ng iPhone. Kung kaya kong kumita nang ganun kalaki, pangdown na lang ng kotse yun."
Tas sabi mo, "Oo, wag ka nang bumili ng cell phone. Yung mura na lang bilhin mo. Dati ako nagpapalit ng cell phone every two months, tas narealize ko bat di ko na lang inipon."
So sabi ko naman, "Weh? Seryoso?"
Ikaw, "Oo. Bata pa kasi ako nun. Yun na lang kotse, mas okay yun. Hassle kaya magcommute. Pag-ipunan natin yun."

Wait! Mag-iipon ka rin for me? hahaha Talagang kailangang natin? Alam ko di naman masama yung sinasabi mo, kasi alam ko namang ikaw yung makakatulong sa akin, pero natatawa lang talaga ako.

Kanina na naman, tinanong mo kamusta yung interview ko. Sabi ko di interview yung pinuntahan. Nagulat na naman ako nung nabasa ko yung reply mo, "Pagdasal natin." Natin? hahahaha

Alam ko napakasenseless nito, pero oh well. hahaha

Salamat dahil napaka-concerned mo sa akin. Salamat din sa pep talk mo sa akin. Everyday yata nagppep talk ka. Oo na! Ililibre na kita pag may work na ko. hahahaha Thank you rin sa panlilibre mo sa akin at sa pagpapasabay mo sa akin sa kotse mo.

Damn Bitch

I've been saying this line since last night and this is because of one person, which I call "Coach". If someone hears me say this, I know that they would think of me badly, but I just can't help it. Whenever I say this line, his voice rings in my head. I can imagine him saying this and I picture myself laughing at him. It's really the way he says it that makes me laugh. Instead of seeing it as a curse, I see it as a joke. And now I can picture him in my head saying this while laughing at our friend, BAD!!! Oh-oh! Damn bitch! hahahaha