Word Vomit

Everyone's been telling me that this guy likes me. In all honesty, I know and I can feel that he doesn't like me. If my cousin reads this, I'm pretty sure that she would tell me that I'm just convincing myself. This guy's just naturally nice to people. When we're together, I see him talking to almost everyone and he's like helping almost everyone. I don't want to give meaning to how he treats me. I'm so tired of assuming things and I always end up being disappointed. I don't wanna be disappointed. I don't want to think of it. As amazing as how things are going right now, I can feel that it wouldn't be going anywhere. This is just too good to be true. We're friends and we'll remain that way.