Chivalry is not so dead

When I transferred to Blogspot, I know I have to repost some of my posts here from my Wordpress. And I am doing it right now. :) I still don't know what to post here so I am transferring some of my old posts here. Way to go laziness!

Thank you for being so concerned. Your simple messages like, “go to rest”, “text me if you get home” never fails to make me smile. I know that I should not make a big deal out of it because we are friends, but sometimes I couldn’t help but wish that I have a boyfriend. I am not wishing that you become my boyfriend, I’m cool if I find someone like you. You are not the most chivalrous guy I have met, but you are so nice and caring. My heart melts when you do those things. When I feel your concern, I couldn’t help but smile. I don’t want to make a big deal out of it and I don’t want to even think of it. I wonder what you would say to me if no one opened our gate last Wednesday night, makes me wonder. I have a major, major crush on you before, but right now since you have become a good friend, I don’t think I have a crush on you anymore. Honestly, I see you as an inspiration. You inspire me to be a better person, you inspire me to be the best I can be. Not that my friends don’t do that, it’s just that with you it’s different. Probably because of the things you have done? I dunno. You always push me to do the things I wouldn’t normally do. You made me realize that I can do things and be good with it. I know and I feel that you want me to be the best, you want me to overcome my fears, you want me to be someone who is willing to take risks. Thank you for making me realize a lot of things. Honestly, I can’t put everything into words, I’m kind of confused on what to write here. But there is one thing I am sure of, I am thankful that you have become a friend of mine. Your concern towards me is something not many of my guy friends have shown. I know there is nothing more to and I know the real reason why you act like that towards me. I am not saying that what you are showing is just a facade.  But really, thank you for your concern and thank you for pushing me to be the best I can be.

If I would have a boyfriend, I want him to be like you, but I am not saying that I want it to be YOU. Well, sort of. hahaha But yeah. I want the qualities you have, to be my boyfriend’s qualities. Unfortunately, I still have to look for that guy.