Autobiographical Survey II

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Identity

1. "I was never an achiever ever since I was a kid. I was more of the normal average person in our family. My cousins were good in whatever field they choose. Almost all of them were part of the creme section or the second section, while the poor me just belonged to an average section. My mom favored my cousins, which is her pamangkins, more and always compared me with them, she would always tell that I should do well in my studies so that I'll be like this cousin of mine. I always felt insecurity and jealousy towards my cousins, I also had the feeling of indifference. I had the feeling that I didn't really belong. Slowly I lost my confidence and I felt that I didn't really fit in.

2. Insights/Themes

    - The feeling of indifference can be a motivation to a person.
    - Insecurity can help you become a much better person.
    - Almost all people feel insecurity even those people whom you think are perfectly fine.
    - Some people wouldn't realize your worth until you have proven them that you can do something.
    - Your family members are your biggest "competitors".
  
3. Types of people:

    - People who not taken for granted
    - People who some people see as crazy
    - People who are very idealistic
    - People who are talkative but what they're talking about has meaning
    - Sisters who always tell their parents on what their siblings are doing wrong
    -Girls who are clumsy but light-hearted