Dreaming of you

Last night I dreamed of this guy. Like what’s happening in real life, we never talked. It seems as if in my dreams he was avoiding me. Or was it just the certain circumstances that stopped us from talking. I miss that guy. I miss hanging out with him. I miss talking to him. I wish I could tell him all the shit I’m going through right now, just like what I did before. I wish he can console me and tell that everything’s gonna be alright. I miss him… He’s the closest guy friend I have. He’s one of the very few guys whom I can tell everything.

I just miss him really. I miss all his kind and positive words. He’s one reason why I’ve been this strong even after going through all the shit that has happened to me. Hai. I miss those times. I wish we can just go back to that. 

I know he’s can’t read this, but oh well, I’m still gonna write it down.

Hey you!

Yes you (you know who you are)! I miss you!!! I miss talking to you about random shit. I know most of the time I’m really negative and I tell you really depressing stuff, but thank you for listening to me. As in always listening to me. For being one of the kindest guys I met, thank you. For all the positive words/advice you gave me, I appreciate all of it. I wish I could hang out with you again, just like the old times. I miss you and your (sometimes) sexist/perverted comments. hahaha Anyway, I just want to thank you for everything and I just wanted to say I miss you. 

- GELA 

Friendster pictures part 2

hahahaha can't believe I was still using Friendster up to 2009. hahaha

Friendster pictures

Blast from the not so distant past. :))

I wish I’d learn to love myself more than I love you. It’s just eating up my pride and not doing me any good. I guess it’s really my fault. I have been telling you that I don’t care even if it seems that I love you more but at the back of my head, I can’t help but wish you’d at least do a little something to reciprocate what I have been doing. This isn’t working. I mean.. how I’ve been acting. I swear I’ll change. It’s not you. You’re not doing anything wrong I guess. I think it’s just me and my expectations.

To be old & wise, you must first have to be young & stupid.

Trust HIM

God sometimes pushes us out of our comfortable lives to teach us to trust him. We may fall a bit, but he will never let us hit the ground.

I am going through that phase again... NOOOOOO!!!

I am in need of a new job.  This is so depressing!

Confessing random feelings on my blog

Hahahahaha What's happening to me? I seriously feel like I don't deserve his awesomeness. No he's not my boyfriend folks, he's just a friend. He's awesome and he makes me happy. Weird! :p I can't believe I'm putting crap like this in this blog. o_O

Pleasure disappoints; possibility never

If I were to wish for anything, I should not wish for wealth and power, but for the passionate sense of potential - for the eye which, ever young and ardent, sees the possibilities. Pleasure disappoints; possibility never.

– Søren Kierkegaard 

FUN

I'll seriously miss this. Not that I'm leaving, but it's just that my time with them would be lessened. AWWW!!! :) <3

Let's go Big Bang! :)